guess what? im running from home again. it's really a sucessful one this time. seriously, i dont really need a bloody fucker mother like you. fuckfuckfuck off (!) you slapped me more then 10ovr times, main culprit of my hand which is full of blood. let me tell you, i will always remember those scenes in my mind. when im 18, i sweared i will confirm move to a faraway place. dad, last night you really do dissapointed me the most. you grabbed my hand til my hand got blueblack, tears just flow down. i thought i can entrust you, but after last night. i think im just too naive? my heart even bleed more then my hand do.