Only get to feel the pain, when you lose it

Mom is flying off to ShangHai tomorrow.
Not quite sure whether i am sending her to
the airport or not. As i still having school &
mom won't be happy seeing me skip school
just for her sake . Because i will be having exams
just within 1month time , she wants me to be
focus and also behave well in school .
Mom promised me that she will get the stuffs i want ,
so don't worry i will also keep my promise . :)

Bon voyage & enjoy your trip too !
i will miss you.











Burns the passion within my soul

Got back from the camp on friday.
And past few days i felt giddy , like
i am going to faint anytime. I think this camp
look more like a 'trekking / budget' camp to
me in the other way . Mosquito bites all around
my legs, sunburn over my neck. But overall
the scenery there caught my attention the most.
Snapped afew pictures of it .


Yesterday bussed to amk hub at around 2pm
with mum & younger sister, mum is always being
the picky one eh. :}
The promotor introduced her this, yet mum
insisted that. Making job quite difficult for the
promotor, sigh. HAHA . Return home at 1930pm,
as usual every weekends i went xiaobin's house.
Stay overnight there, though didn't meet xiaobin
just for a week yet i got lots heartfelts to share
with her. & also the very first time, i saw xiaobin
broke down into tears in front of me.
Stay strong, my dear. I know you got your own reasons,
anything just give me a text or phonecall yeh ? :)

Never have regrets, follow your heart. Now i'm
following my heart, yet there's still doubts in you.
Anyone can be passionate, but it takes real lovers to be silly.



Perfect love is rare indeed

Back from Pulau Ubin . & now firstly,
i wanted wish my dearest sister JEANNIE TAN,
HAPPY BELATED 15TH BIRTHDAY ! ♥





What's going on with me ?

Maybe you won't even bother about me , right ?
Why does things around me starting to change
so fast. And boom , this & that changed. Can't
believe we're not even strong enough to overcome
all these obsticles.

Dear dad, have you notice that you've changed ?
And even rather to believe others then your
own daughter. You isn't that caring/ funny/
cute father that i used to had in the past anymore.
Not to shelter me with the love of yours & giving
me all your support when i need you.

School went on same for past few days. Won't be around for
around from 11th - 13th. I'll be having my so called
'fun' & 'experience' 3days 2nights adventure camp
over Pulau Ubin. * but how i going to sleep with my xiangxiang?!
'my cuddable' :)
Shit, & 12th is also my dear sister's fifteen birthday .
Awwww, won't be around to celebrate with her this time.
Thousands of apologises, supposing to get you a nice celebration
on your birthday. Yet i'm still having my adventure camp.
But sis, i shall get you a surprise & also a better
celebration for your 16th's kay ? :)

Pictures as i've promised.





Fell so far away from you

Yesterday's
Ate my lunch at compass point with my
younger sister. After lunch, bought my stuffs
then return home . Went home preparing ,
around 5pm yongthye phone me up &
ask me to meet him at compass point.
' Yongthye's a slowpoke ' okay, HAHA. :)
Bussed to woodlands, look for benny and co.
When we reached seoul garden, yet they said
jasmine is damn pissed off with them so she
went home instead. Don't feel like eating seoul
garden, so had my dinner at pizzahut with yongthye
bryan wei ming. Laughters through out the whole dinner,
took lots of pictures but it's still in yongthye's phone.
Walk around causeway, then bussed back to
sengkang . Left around 2130pm, to look for dad at punggol.
Cabbed home at 5am this morning.

Shall upload the pictures when yongthye send me yeh,