no matter how strong I seems to be on the outside, after all I am still a girl. I will still
need a pair of shoulders to lean on when I'm tired, listening ears for me to pour out all my woes, someone who will be there to say: don't worry, you still got me. I tried to give in because I believed that one fine day, you will change for a better boyfriend for me.

But, it's too hurtful for me to swallow down those words you have said.


valentines' day is coming, I wonder do you even have the time for me? our last date? that was really long time ago...
I miss holding your hands roaming around the malls. miss every single thing that we used to shared, even those silly moments.

guess I need to hit the sack now. As my cramp is really killing me.